if you found out you were dying..

If you found out you were dying, what would change?  Would you do things differently?  Maybe try something new that you always kept pushing aside because there was always "later" to do it or at least you thought.  You might reconnect with people who...

darling

I’m losing track of who I’m supposed to be. My mind only clear when your hands are on me. The distance is daunting. My severed heart yearns. As time wastes away, I’m emotionally burned. You called me your darling, I called you to talk. ...

My Heart

I keep a flower in my pocket And ribbons in my hair A picture in my locket That I always like to wear   I've got memories in a shoebox And sunshine on my mind I go for lots of walks and save the leaves I find   I keep...

YOU ARE SORRY ?

YOU ARE SORRY ?   Mmmhh.. So, you are sorry that you've hurt me ? You are sorry that you've broke my trust ? You are sorry that you've shattered my heart into pieces ? You are sorry that you couldn't fulfill your promise ? You are sorry that you...

Yanis Yanis Yanis

My little man called again today. He showed me his toys and played with Leanna. I can see that he is also happy to see me. Leanna is actually smiling and laughing when I saw her. I love my litle man and my little girl. Wish I could see them more often.

Beautiful Boy

I swore I wouldn't see you again. But, I didn't listen to myself. I should've. I should have left it at what it should've been - a one night stand. It was a cold night in November. I pulled up and almost just drove off, almost bailed, almost left. Yet...

One Year Can Change Your Life

Funny huh? How one year ago, you were in such a different position than you are in now.  I have gone through countless years saying, "This is my year" and yeah, great life changing things happened to me, found a cute boy, graduated high school,...

Who am I and what am I looking for?

For some time now I have felt separated from the world around me, like a ghos who doesn't know they're dead yet. I feel like something is missing from my life, but I just can't seem to figure out what this is. I am tired of the life I am living, I...

THE FIRST ONE..!!

Oh hello! (dear reader) "RISE AND SHINE". Just kidding, hope your fine and yeah after this first greeting of ours lets begin with the blog. You know(my patient reader) i've had someReal time big issues with my phone. Yeah I’m pretty lazy (hope...

All along

Was I blind from eve to sunup? Why did I never see her face? How did I never notice  the girl that took my place? There must be something about her, a glow or her special looks, but I never saw her coming  And now my core is...

Yanis made my day

Just got a call from my "boyfriend" Yanis. He is with his sister Leana who is just 9 months old. Funny how Yanis seem to grow so fast. Not so long ago, he was just a few months old himself and now he is almost 3! This is also the first time that he...

Darkness becomes me

I tell myself, i have to do this, i have to get thru this , one more day and i will be ok, my life is in repeat mode everyday the same thing. I wish and think i want to do so many things, in my mind everything is a possibility when in reality , all of...

Photo contest

I am trying to win a new phone, please go vote for my photo, Thank you.   http://woobox.com/8ffikj/gallery/4y7-V56-vOI