THREE SHOTS SHY

I find that I am not who I am.  I am 3 shots of Southern Comfort away from being who I am.  3 shots in and music sounds better, food tastes better, sex feels better.  3 shots in and I no longer hold a grudge.  3 shots in and I no longer care. I...

The scary weekend

I dread the weekends when my kids are gone.  They make me depressed, honestly i usually spend most of them in bed binge watching something and that's just sad and definitely not something I can continue doing.  I mean I don't want to be alone for the...

Find the Joy

  When my husband Jerry and I found out that I had Alzheimer’s we were shocked. We thought we had checked all of the right boxes in life, I mean we had always eaten healthy and exercised regularly and in general done our best to take care of our...

Religous fear mongering

How do I get my 6 year old's Father to stop overly exposing him to "the end of the world is near" you BETTER get right spiritually or you'll burn in Hell's eternal flames forever and ever. At 6 my child doesn't have the scope of understanding a loving...

I trekked through 4 cities to find you!

One summer my job sent me to North Jersey for a week so when the weekend rolled around I went on Facebook looking for events nearby. I found one at the Wild Bull so I went and had such an awesome time twerking to Jersey Club that I added the...

find the "one"

how can you know that you have found the "one" of your life ? the one whomyou can lean on forever and know you will count on in the worst and best situations , to have that person beside you in the sad and happiness moments ... to trust that person...

Thought in my head!

  Another day to ponder about life as it's much too cold and nasty outside once again. Not that I really mind because I'm not a fan of going out anyway, which I'm starting to think maybe I'm just built that way. I like my alone time but not feeling...

Just like me

After everything I've been through I feel so lucky to have found you  It's so rare to find someone who you have so much in common with Someone who you can be yourself around That's what I have with you I never have to pretend to be...

WHO WE REALLY ARE ?

There is something i would like to ask all of you reading this post.  WHO WE REALLY ARE ? We move on the path we are taught to move. No matter how much determined you are to make your own path but the truth since your birth everyone had taught...

Love

i love her .. I can't get enough of her. but she isn real or truly happy with me. She's definitely involved with someone else.  She doesn't want me anymore but she won't stop trying to make me feel like I'm a bad man. I'm just so confused about what...

Wants

The purpose of this is just to list some of the things I long for...What I mean by that is as a young adult the dating scene well is scary to say the least. I dont want an all consuming love; Just a love that is good. I want to wake up everymorning...

memories...those are the ones that hurt the most

you could say i have a love hate relationship with memories, the ones that i should probably forget about i cant. Dec. 25 and 26 were the best and now i feel like they are just bad scars that i know i cant get rid of.

aka The Moderation of Melancholy (Part 2)

I fell into Annie like a bad song you’re always hearing on the radio- prejudiced at first, but casually, then over the course of a week suddenly finding yourself humming her between cigarettes and coffee breaks. I’d like to say she grew on me, like a...

Perfect for me

Just sitting here Wishing you were sat here next to me But we need some time apart Doesn't mean you're not in my heart I still miss you when you're not here I still want you near But I'm happy to take it slow Give it time and...

Blue eyed happiness...

  Friday strarted as one of the worst days ive had in a while, but then ended one of the best.    I got a text from my boss right when i was getting ready to get in the shower for work that night.  And found out all hell had gone done about me...

Craving

I crave many things...Sometimes I wish these unlogical cravings would leave me. Yet here they are clawing away inside of me. Telling me I need something that I dont. Love is something that is hard to find, yet I somehow have been lucky enough to find...

blinded

I used to think that love was cruel and vindictive. My mother was devoid of love, and empathy, and really any basic human ability. Don't think that I am saying my mother didn't love. She did in her own chaotic, messy, and expensive ways. My mother...

Can I just **** in peace?

Like... can I though? Just touch my self, sit back, and release in peace Not wondering if someone is going to walk in                                                                            Almost not caring if they do.... almost not...