DO NOT FALL IN LOVE!!!!

Im at a place called Job Corp. life is already hard being here, then this guy.....who i will not give his name out. He was my everything he gave me life i thought i new him. turns out he lied about his whole life. His parents never died and he was...

If you love me, then you should know how it will end.

Someday, not today, not tomorrow, not for at least 10 years, but someday, if I live that long naturally, I'll die by my own hand. For those who say they love me, you should know this.  I have work to do.  I have a boy to raise.  I have little pieces...

Why Christianity is BS

I can't speak for other religions as I don't know enough about them and I have never lived them. I was raised Episcopalian. My husband is Methodist. And we belonged to a Non-denomination church for several years. But the more I have studied the Holy...

So many emotions and thoughts

So over the last month or two my boyfriend and I have been struggling a lot. We argue quite a bit over what sometimes are very trivial things, and a lot of my friends get upset that him and I are still together. Am I wrong to feel that my friends...

Life

Wow I havent been on here in like 4 months. Its crazy how much can happen in that short amount of time. Ive moved out and in with my boyfriend, we also hit our one year annaversary on June 2nd ! Along with graduating high school, registering for...

Time to say goodbye

I love you, So why am I pushing you away? Maybe it's because, Deep down, I know you don't feel the same. I wish, More than anything, That you did, But I know you don't, So maybe it's best to say goodbye now, Before we end...

Day 11 Broken up but still together

My surgery date has been finally set in iron clad and i been writing you a little more lately. I am going to try to finish this fast so i can send her the link and hopefully she looks at it. She has read everything i have sent so far which means she...

One Liners and Songs of Summer

I guess you could say I'm smitten with him --- Advice: let every kiss hit the body like a season --- i write him into every universe i create and in each one he is full of some kind of light --- Songs to Feed Your Soul Trouble I'm...

I chew the dawn, I eat the day - love letters

i tell him: there are 27 bones in your hand. it’s very beautifully manufactured. good job growing it. i don’t say: the first time you held my hand, i was grounded to this earth in a beautiful way. like ships had come home in me. like all my dreams...

Staying Past Your Expiration Date

 There’s a saying that house guest and in-laws overstay their welcome. Well so does pushed together love. You know the relationship that lingers never really going anywhere. It sucks up all your time,energy, and willpower to find what’s supposed to...

WORD STREAM (7) Nature,The Child

WORD STREAM (7) Nature,The Child **********************************    A child plays with the  Without any meaning or sense,  Nature plays with the cr   And totally ignores our presence ...

YOU

You'll never be somebody I used to know. You'll always be the person I loved the most.  You'll always be my best friend. The one person in the world who understands me better then I understand myself.  You'll always be a person who made me a...

when?

When will I be able to accept it? When will I  be able to trust good things that come into my life? When will I conquer my fear of loving completely? When will I be able to let people in? When will I be able to trust the love given to me?...

Love

I just knew when i first laid eyes on him that he was the one for me, as we grew and things happened and he found his way moving into my aprartment it then kicked in that i am in love with him, i would do anything for him, now i just feel awful, as i...

Broken pg 1 (Katy)

What do you do when people start judging based on your past?... My name is Katy Joe. Im now currently fifteen and I live with a family. Just not my family. Yeah I know several kids live in foster homes. So you may be thinking,"Whats so speacial about...

Broken pg 0 (summary)

  Broken is about a teenager named katy. At a young age katys father walked on her and her mother. at the age of nine her mother was killed in an train accident. Katy deals with life differently then most people. While shes fighting with the...

Okay Gatsby...

This weekend has just been a whirl wind of... I can't even think of the correct word for it. Aside from my last posts about my own personal bully, I also found out that I'm now Daisy and my life entered the Great Gatsby. For anyone who hasn't read,...