What is love to you?

When two people just can't be apart, they need each other to feel complete; everything they do gets you mad but deep down in your heart you happen to look around it? Or simply when you hear the sound of the microwave telling you your food is...

Religion vs. Relationship

Throughout my timeline I see countless blogs of people bashing one another's beliefs. Its either Christian vs Atheist, or Muslim vs Christian. I'm not one for conflict but I am set for the defense of the gospel and I will say this. We all are ready to...

Life's to short to be this sad.

For 13 yrs of my life ive felt as though I was in prison. Every single move i made im trying to figure out how it would later be used against me. Faked happy for so long i forgot what happy feels like. Today I made my warden move out. Not that I...

Empath

This was meant to be a piece tied to my prior works on mental engineering, but I never felt as though I could flesh it out enough.    This is an interesting thing that's only come time mind as a recent revelation. Though I seem to have one of...

The Greatest Love

What started out as love,  soon changed to something much more toxic.  Something ugly and frightening  that didn't resemble love at all.    But how was I supposed to know, that those sweet words you whispered  were laced with...

Self Worth

Why do I still spend two hours getting ready when my husband tells me I'm pretty naturally? Why do I feel ugly without eyeliner on? I'm about to go out to a quick dinner with my husband and realize I don't have much time to get ready. I know my self...

Know Your Self Worth

Why do I still spend two hours getting ready when my husband tells me I'm pretty naturally? Why do I feel ugly without eyeliner on? I'm about to go out to a quick dinner with my husband and realize I don't have much time to get ready. I know my self...

Know Your Self Worth

Why do I still spend two hours getting ready when my husband tells me I'm pretty naturally? Why do I feel ugly without eyeliner on? I'm about to go out to a quick dinner with my husband and realize I don't have much time to get ready. I know my self...

Another sleepless night...

It has been another near sleepless night.  Thoughts upon thoughts are racing through my mind, things I want to do, things I wish I had done... My sister and I decided we would pool our money and go to Colorado in October!  I lived there as a child...

Hurricane devil.

Sex, fun,play It's all a game,huh His marks and tattoos all over his body Piercings shine under the moon light Her long dark hair the way she walks. Has you believing. She is the devils daughter for sure. Leaves you begging, Sweat dripping from your...

Once chance

Take a moment to stop what you are doing and clear your head. Let your mind go blank of all things and just let this text go into your head. Now listen, I understand that thinking may be one of your least favorite things ever. And I am about to tell...

Can't stand me

Today I saw her face  She was smiling  You were there too    Just a stolen glance  Then the fire reignited  God how I hate her  I hate her so much  I hate her    She is everything I could never be  She has...

Lost Love.

Sitting around breaking it down, try to find a way to stop you. Felling like a clown, I only want to stay true. I'm unable to run, but you are here out in the open. I wish you could this isn't fun...   Is this my nighmare? ...

Playa

Better watch yourself He’s just playing with you Saying all those words you want to hear None of them true.   Holy roller, business owner, multimillionaire You’ve been on the road of heartbreak He’s the answer to your prayer ...

Alone at the time..

These days are too rough on me. I feel pretty alone even when I'm surrounded by bunch of people.  I am in need of something...or someone..  I'm afraid of commitment but I'm more afraid of lonley and empty life without love.  Without that...

In and out

Love's a fickle thing.  The more of it I surround myself with, the less special it feels to me.  More often than not, it's just a sex thing in disguise.  Some are honest about that; many are not.   Feels like most are love junkies looking for...

Bedtime - so hard to settle in

I'm sure it was not intentional...her popping in...getting me all aroused then slipping away and telling me to wait.   However, she does seem to be more into BDSM these days and games. . Crap, my phone just told me I forgot to take out the...

I Still Love North Carolina

Lately, my home state has been getting a lot of bad press. The residents here have been called backwards, hatemongers, ignorant, and so many other negative things. Concerts have been cancelled. Jobs have been lost. Movie productions have been halted....