Am I Crazy?

At the core of me, I just want to love people and I want them to love me back. Am I crazy? I just love loving others. Even if they treat me like crap.

My Parents Disapprove of my Choice of Partner

I had an account here once, but it's become somewhat obsolete with disuse. However, I have a need for this site again now, as well as having missed it.   I find myself in a problem which I'm sure many others have also landed in. Some would have...

Trying to Love Again (Why We Should)

OK, so love has always been very hard to find in my life, from some of everyone, really. This year, especially. I had a couple boyfriends and one douche this year and back, to back, to back...all were narcissistic, controlling, manipulative...well,...

Little daily insight : Getting hurt is Ok!

The simple truth is that If you are a closed-off, fearful, unapproachable, reserved person, you will get hurt a few times in life. And even if you are the most open, brave, honest and loving person, you will still get hurt a few times in Life. So, as...

Expectations vs. Needs

So the past few days I have been reflecting on expectations, trying to figure out how to deal with lack of satisfaction in certain cases. What I found out is that getting to the roots of the feelings that we have, we should become aware whether it is...

Seconds to Days

In those seconds I was fucking happy. In those minutes I was fucking sad.  Together we were in shambles, and the hours all came back. Can I change the answer I gave you, can I change my fucking name? I shouldn't let that day control...

A Loving Promise.

My love for you is strong my dear. It will never fade, never disapear. If there was no you, there would be no me. If you had left, it would be too dark to see. Your fear is deep, but in my palms, your heart I keep. With...

Truth hurts

Where did I go wrong today, I wish it all were just a dream.  The path we walked had seemed so pure, the turns and dips so clean.  I saw us smiling in my mind, and missed the heartache which was there. The moment you let go of me, was the...

C & C: The Power of Choice

Connections and Comparisons is an ongoing weekly series that deals with many scriptures in the Bible, some of which are not commonly addressed.  The purpose of this series is to examine the scriptures at hand comparing what is said and looking at the...

A nearer heaven

Your laughter warms the evening air And your eyes appear As the first luminous stars of night And my soul sighs as I gaze Into their sparkling depths With wishes Which only the heart can hear And you can grant Beauty wrought...

Ctape.

My love. There is no doubt in my mind, that our relationship is forever. To live on together for eternity, is my dream that is going to come true. My dear, know that I love you deeply. For do not be afraid, or sad, because I am never leaving you. I am...

Aye girl! What you got in that purse?

Walking on the boulevard in Atlantic City and a girl started singin "Aye girl what you got in that purse" I just kept walking and she said "You're so pretty, you're like a flower. And you got heart." The following day I stopped at South St and...

broke up for good

Him and I are over for good this time. We're two different people who want different things in life, that are in opposite directions, and I can't seem to get past that. It hurts. I couldn't picture my life with out him, and now I don't have a...

Trying Again

Tinder turned out to be a lot of fun.  It was addicitive to swipe right or left... almost like a game.  I found myself spending a lot of time swipping and chatting.  One person hit me up the same day as the horrible kiss episode.  He seemed super...

The Thin Line Between Love and Hate

There is an old saying, "There's a thin line between love, and hate". The more I ponder this, the more I believe it to be true. Hate is a strong word, and I can say that there is no one that I truly hate, but there are a few that I dislike a lot. Of...

The True Living God

We live in a world where we are taught to put ourselves before others. To chase after meaningless things, such as the latest technology, the latest fashion;  To put our well being after obtaining these material things. We are fed what we should be and...

E L E PH A N T C E N T UR Y •

prIma donnAs take pride in minimalisM . . . i grew up in the 1990 s eyeS diverted by characters they foUnded . that s the elephant In the room , some people don t know how to disCuss it . my self Included . . . whatever they feeD you doesn t beAt...

Love and Be Loved

Hello all, well, I hope everyone has been seeing things in a more positive light after my last post, I know I have been trying.  Although I feel that God has given me a peace about what is and what is to come, I still believe I am stressing, and...

Scars and scares..

From time to time I feel alone. I feel like I'm left all by myself to concer all that life brings me,good or bad. I enjoy having my own battles. And accomplishing something all alone. Without any help. But sometimes I need someone by my side,someone...