Day 6 Time is moving slowly

Last night I read a couple chapters of Esther.  I find it completely humbling how the very man whom Haman tried to have condemned was praised by the king.  I also continue to grasp on to the hope that if Esther was able to save a nation by fasting and...

My biggest fear

Dear Dad,  It's always "been forever" since I last logged on and share my problems, but it's always such a relief when I'm done typing. Currently, nothing is "wrong", but I'm feeling "in the wrong", for some reason. I'm struggling with Math and bio...

Whispered Moments

Poetry is nothing more than an expression of the mind while being inconvenienced by the heart. It causes the heart to weep and then drains every last drop upon the parchment. Which is why there is nothing as reveling as the eyes, for they whisper the...

Chapter 5

Today was one of the worst and best days! Ill say the worst first. Tyler (my ex) and I got in a very terrible fight and were going back and forth talking about how much we hate each other and don't even want to be friends. It was one of the worst...

R.I.P. Nancy

You are my firend, my family.  you are like a mother. you took care of me and my unborn child, you helped me get ready for here to enter this world. you where there the day she was ready to enter the world. you are her nana.   you...

Why we find it hard to say "No"

  To learn to say “No”, we have to first understand what’s resisting us about it. Below are common reasons why people find it hard to say no: You want to help. You are a kind soul at heart. You don’t want to turn the person away and you want to...

A time to reflect

September 11th was among us once again. Each year at this time I sit back and reflect. I reflect on my life, situations and people around me and of course, the subject of love. As a dating/relationships writer I can tell you something: It’s so...

first time

So i decided to start doing this to share my toughts, life experiences ect..  My life has changed so muchthis past year and sometimes its hard to keep up. I moved 50 miles away from my home town to be with the one i love and then i got pregnant with...

Can panic attacks kill you?

Dying From Anxiety The idea of dying from anxiety is something that most people don’t think is possible until they experience a panic attack. The symptoms are so severe that it is known to mimic other disorders. Even those that have had heart...

Love Dare Day 5

I just read the fifth day of the Love Dare.  It talks about being considerate and not doing what your significant other dislikes.  It says I should ask him 3 things that irritates him about me, however I already know, because due to his constant...

Why do we have emotions?

Ive woken up in one of those moods where it doesnt mattter who talks to me or what they do i hate them!   my boyfriend.... i hate him at the moment, because i love him. he knows i love him but he doesnt feel the same yet so im just keeping it to...

Chapter 4

It has been a really long time since i wrote anything but heres the new life.  Im finally driving, I have a car now and bought a pitbull just a few days ago her name is Dakota she's so sweet! Everyone loves her! I recently broke up with the guy I...

I know what i got.

Omg.... If it wasnt for this husband of mine... I have been going through so much over the past few weeks... Yes... We have had a few bumps in the road but nonetheless he still showed me that he loves me unconditionally. You wont believe the things i...

The Mood, The Girl and Stuff That Has Annoyed Me

So I have been in a super depressed mood for 2 weeks. Too long of a story to write and I don't feel up to it. Bottom line is I thought I was about to start a new chapter in life, or as my brother calls it "Getting my shit together" but it all fell...

Miss ya

During the last two weeks, I have learned that one of the greatest gifts of life is friendship….and I have been truly blessed with receiving it here. With all the quarrels, drama and nonsense that might take place here, in our hearts we are all one....

just say once u r mine

you've wandered settlements & deserts a lonely(sole) hope pricking your heart a friend a lover a lamp(light) a star when the life's sun has set or literally when the lifes night is dark just say once u r mine repeat... when the clouds...

Let it Go

Let it go... You probably think of a song with this title that is the theme to a movie that all the children seem to love. These three words are sung in our house too but for me, now, these words have a real meaning. During the past several...

Life and Feelings

Life sucks. But life is also wonderful. As a young child my twin sister and I never got the "parental figures" that we should have for both of our parents Our mom left us when we were younger, therefore leaving custody to our dad. Now he was a...