More than friends...Less then a couple....

So recently i have been hanging out with this guy that i met a couple years back. I believe that i have fallen head over heels for this man. I broke up with my boyfriend for him because i knew that it wasnt fair to my boyfriend for me to have feelings...

Ramble Thoughts

Kind of getting worried i was sick all last week from work so i only worked like 12 hours this week and i need at least 25 hours a week just to pay my rent... i really hate living alone im young n i want to enjoy life but how can i when i cant afford...

Something Meaningful

Sitting there with a blank look on your face, You just told me you don't know what to say, As the clock slowly ticks, We watch our lives waste away-we waste away, It's like we're running in circles, We argue every day, And it only...

Gone

When you left me, I was all out of hope, So afraid of falling, I felt so alone, Lost a piece of me, That I can't replace, I swear I'd do anything, Just to see your face, I can't believe, That you're really gone, Without...

thoughts this morning

  Yes we are [friends] & I do like to pass the day with you in serious & inconsequential chatter.  I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front.  We are friends &...

Mixed Signals

So as usual there's this guy, we met on Facebook && I was supposed to meet him in person a few months ago but it never happened. At first he was calling me buu && all kinds of cute names. When he finally wanted to hang out I couldn't,...

INSPIRED.

I just came from a major major break up from a relationship which I thought would last. And one day, I just woke up realizing that all those were fantasy, that the guy I was with , whom I thought would be different from the rest was just a pure lie,...

Freakin Man Flu

They say that patience is a virtue. If this be true, then having a sick male at home is making me think that I'm not as virtuous as i hoped. The dreaded man flu: when the inflammation of the sinus causes life to have no meaning and disables a male...

Relationships

What do you think about clingy ? Good or bad ? In some ways I love the clingy type. Makes me feel like this person actually wants to be with me && always wants to be around me, but then it has its bad parts to it. Arguments &&...

True Happiness...does it exist?

Emotions can be the best thing in a person and also the worst. For me, personally, at the current moment is is the worst. Emotions can tell you a lot about a person and how they react in certain situations. But what happens when your emotions take you...

He Loves Me

When he says things like this I can't help but cry. He is the one person that truly appreciates me and everything I do to try to help him. He makes me see things from a different perspective and makes me see how important I am to him. I love this man...

Untitled

Chapter One He gave her a rose, a single rose. She took the rose from him, trying hard to avoid meeting his eyes, as a tear rolled down her cheek. He grabbed her chin, forcing her to look up at him, as he wiped the tear away with his thumb. He...

Friends With Benefits

I can't say that I've ever really explored the idea of having friends with benefits although I have been asked in the past and at the time I couldn't see how it would work out between the person (probably because they were already in a relationship)...

You

You are the light that I will follow into the dark, You are the hand I let hold my heart, You are my tears, my laughter, my pain, You are the moon, the sun, the rain, You are my past, my present, my future, You are my love; always and...

The Right Thing To Do

Have you ever been so caught up in a sticky situation that all rules and morals went out the window?Like no matter how much you tried to think rationally, or figure out what "The right thing to do" is, you couldn't walk away? Well my friends, dabble...

Pros and Cons

most girls compare things in a guy that they like about them... Pros: cute tall kinda nerdy :p gives great hugs talks with me when i need him gentleman Cons parents are divorced 

A Favor to Ask

Take upon yourself, my breathing Take within yourself, my heartbeat Remember me, because I will not My brain will disintegrate And my body will die But if you remember me Some pieces   Might stay alive.

School...school...

What's up people (: sorry that i haven't been blogging lately  it's been a long week  so let's get you guys up to date on what's been going on i have recently found out that a sophomore likes me and i like him back i gave him a...

What To Do

I know I'm gunna get over him. i wouldn't be able to trust him again if we ever got back together. I need someone to love me for me and not what i can do. I want to be happy. I hate how he's making me feel there is someone out there who will love me...

MY HEART IS NOT YOUR TOY

    “Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.” ...

on egg shell ceilings

he is the gun to my wound my father's bipolar disease such manic and mayhem on egg shell ceilings a study in psychological warfare a study in watching someone shoot themselves over and over again a self destruction without reason without peril...

My Eyes

 So i truly didnt get a chance to post yesterday due to events. I woke up yesterday ready. My last day of work until next week. I get to work late the enviornment is quite. Characters have changed, but im floating so i do my job in 2 hours. I come...

He

I like him.  The more I get near him,  the more my feelings intensify.  He's kind, and religious.  And he has a sense of humor.  I like him when he smiles.  But I like him more when he's serious.  He becomes sexy and mysterious.  I like the way he...