My Little Family

Now that I've moved in with my sister and her three kids they have become my family. I'm the stay at home mom and my sister is the working dad practically. Sometimes it gets really frusterating but I love them all so much I don't usually mind. It's...

Love hurts, but it's so beautiful.

Jeremy didn't disappear on me this time. He broke his phone after a 50 foot drop into a river after he said he would call me, then went through special forces selection for a month. He said he tried to find me on facebook but couldn't so he thought I...

YOUNG LADY'S DREAM

Unwritten letters of loves' secret locket unsaid words  of a hearts romatic screams unheared songs of red clouds' sweet rhythm unseen glances of lovers' meaningful eyes concealed tears of the silent soul waiting heart ...

Craving Humanity

We all have cravings. Not just any cravings, but a craving to feel wanted. Most of us through another human being. Someone to keep us warm, to tell us that we are good enough, that we mean something to the world. Whether is the simplicity of just...

Your Eyes

There is nothing more in this world That takes me by surprise, Than looking up shyly from the ground, And being greeted by your eyes.   A lovely mix of green and brown, They twinkle, full of youth. I often have to look away ...

(09/30/2014) Love in Knowledge and Judgment?

A brief Scripture study on love is presented, focusing upon sacred knowledge, law, and the sacrifice of Jesus.   SOME THOUGHTS ON   9 And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment; 10 That...

The Lesson of the Psychiatrist

So you may know that my OCD can be a pain in the ass. But the one good thing is I never really have to get anxious about my doctor appointments cause they are on the same day, same time, same place. Except when a holiday or something fucks it up, then...

Arduous

   The pain; It comes in flashes Burning inside Like a tiny ember Bursting into life    The guilt; It bangs around Always swimming Like a speeding bullet In my skull    The regret; It never leaves No matter what ...

Intoxicated

Your touch. Your smell. Your laugh.   I submerge myself in all of them; in all of you. There is no sign of coming up - it's too late for that.     Further I go; my body is sinking. I'm numb. But beside me, your gaze is like...

Break ups

So last night things officially ended with a man I had only been dating "exclusively" for one month. We dated casually for a couple month before that. I am not heartbroken by any means, as my heart wasn't in the relationship for a good couple weeks...

A new week.

Oh man, this past weekend was very crazy. I ended up going to the fair every night, imagine that. But while being at the fair, I got called a WHore, and a boy. I also got called a dyke. I lost my phone. While having a very deep and meaningful...

Nothing Seems to Matter

  Give me a love in which I deserve, In turn I will live a life well preserved, Until then I'll be reckless, far from conserved, For nothing seems to matter.   If we all live just to die, And no one is there to hold me when I...

I'm Afraid

i'm afraid of love. Like i love the idea of it, but to actually obtain it scares.  How do you give yourself to someone and trust that that person does not hurt you. How do you forget past experiences, jump into a new one with some much faith and be...

15-Year Anniversary

Today, my boyfriend and I have been together for 15 years. Yay!   We at Korean barbeque earlier and, this evening, we're going to a "Within Temptation" concert with, our friend, Chase. It's going to be so much fun!  

Relationships

Life is often hard and you may think you have taken the wrong path...never really know what way is right and what way is wrong. I hate feeling this way; I love him so much: he's everything i've ever wanted. Life is hard being married at 19..it makes...

THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE CALLED B'DAY

People like to enjoy party and do lots of things on their birthday, people wait for this one day. But me I hate this day because this day is one day when I miss you guys soo much, mom dad I wish you guys were here to wish me birthday,  that’s all what...

All You Need To Know

"Kiss like you mean it. Remember their birthday, every year. Make them feel special, even on a monday night with a forecast of rain. Befriend their Mom, she will tell you stories that no one else can. Order each other food at restaurants,...

Great Souls Synchronize

I met a boy last night, and it scared me. It scared me how I opened up to him so easily. It scared me that I know my heart is suppose to belong to someone else. This boy though, is something else. It's as if we feel exactly the same about things. It's...

First time

So, I am 18 and still a virgin. I'm about to lose it to my boyfriend of almost a year, because I am in love and ready to take this step with him. I was not saving myself for marriage, or just simply couldn't get anyone, I just wanted to focus on high...

It Started With a Sketch (Reposted From Before)

 Nineteen year old Marie laid sprawled out on her and her boyfriend of about a year’s bed. She could not help but wonder if something was wrong with her. Her boyfriend, James, was nice enough. Well really he was the sweetest boy she’d ever met. Tall...