Four thousand four hundred and forty-four days ago.

It was on the vacant, lonely, and crumbling basketball court behind the high school on a hot summer day that it happened. Little green weeds had forced themselves through the cracked grey asphalt only to wither and die at the sun's relentless blaze....

Happiness. what it take to find happiness.

It is not what happens to you, but how you respond to what happens to you. Count your blessings while others are adding up their troubles. Happiness comes more easily when you feel good about yourself without feeling the need for anyone else’s...

ocean breeze carry me

Why is the ocean so important to me? Well it gives me some support  The waves show me a powerful future  Seagulls cackle jokes and are carefree The sun shines onto the world The world reflects it back with water ...

smile to the seas

I'm not trying to put myself in danger I'm not lonely or depressed I'm a happy young girl who is different    It's hard for you to understand that though Because I do walk in oblivion on occasions  And I do cry...

strong powers

Like wind blown seas I am in love with thee  I am controlled by thyys powers  And cannot stop for a moments rest I'm in love and loves not a pest   Falling quickly down to earth Your gravity brings me down ...

the love that failed

When you are in love  All you can do is see that  Special person and him only Nothing else makes sense, Even common sense is ruled out   When you are in love You become blinded from reality And you...

senseless hope

  Those tiny actions seen within You only see the love Others say you are just crazy But you know it's not true You know he cares about you      Though he dates another  Does he do all that on...

the heartless toil

  You were like a dream come true I had thought we could love forever But it was all fake, i was a fool You gave me so many clues To just shutup and go away from you   I saw you with another girl I cried...

Inspirational

You make my heart beat When I don't want it to beat You're able to make me feel strong When inside I just want to give up You are someone who makes me smile When I had been crying 5 min ago You are such a positive influence And want the best...

Little revelations 1

Being a highschooler wasn't  exactly the 'time of my life' to be honest. I'm a lonely soul, been that way since primary school ; I used to stay awake for hours trying to think of possible reasons and impossible solutions. My eleven years old brain...

Don't Look Away

music rings in my ears as i walk across the bridge i see him smiling at me and i pick up my pace   he is so loving and perfect for me i love him so much he's an inspiration   we hug for a long time then head to the...

There is a time for everything.

Ecclesiastes 3 A Time for Everything 3 There is a time for everything,     and a season for every activity under the heavens: 2     a time to be born and a time to die,     a time to plant and a time to uproot, 3     a time to kill...

November 8th

So the 5th of November I will be turning 16 and I plan on having Crash, and Starlight over, I thought about having Melody, Crash's sister come over as well but she's been busy lately I don't even know if she would make it.    So why do I have...

One lie leads to another lie.

One lie leads to another lie that always is the case Your first lie for deception and your second to save face And when you are faced with the truth the truth you will deny And to lie to you comes easy so you tell another lie. One lie leads to...

Fudgin' Pride!

I miss him. More than anything in this point in time, I want to see him or even just talk to him. I want him to be his crazy artist self and tell me how he would love to lie under the stars tonight and text me all the while, telling me how...

Unconditional Love

A woman on another blogsite that I use, asked several questions pertaining to unconditional love, this is what my response was to her:   If you love someone unconditionally, that implies there are no conditions enabling it.  This means that it...

Boy Crazyyyy

Okay, so literally all my "relationships" in the past two years have been online or over the text message. Well I'm in college now so I've got lots of options right? WRONG! The ratio of males to females is 4 to 1. I have a crush on two people. One is...

Tonight

Tonight was amazing as usual. I love everything about my boyfriend 😍 Anytime spent with him is time well spent. I love his smile, his hair, the way he smells, his laugh, etc. His eyes just ugh I could swim in them all day they are so perfect. I love...

First Blog

woah I finally got a blog... We talked about this in one of my classes today and I thought why didn't I have one?? I have a funny life and funny stories so might as well share it. Today I spent an hour driving around trying to find my moms car to get...

Hurt

I'll never understand why he told me: "I love you so much, but I can't keep holding you back. You deserve better than me and I know one day you'll find him. I've loved you since I met you and I'll love you till the day I can't love you anymore,...

Totuga

Our Tortuga is one heck of a character, she is fisty and loveable, stubborn and sneaky, oh so sneaky just like her Daddy Doritos! (Yeah Babe i called you out yes Sir!) When Totuga and Doritos first came around oh boy did i have some mothering to do...